its ol bout thaqif n ameer!

lme da xupdate blog ney...lme xluahkan prasaan kt cney.ehe..mcm2 jd bulan disember ney..yg plg xley lpe pasal masok wad 3 ary tuh r...adoi...n yg plg epy,dpt ank sdare baru!comey..first niece in my famly...NUR AIRISH RAIHANNAH BT MOHD AZRUL NIZAM nme die..hehe..xcited gle dpt ank sdare ney...

ok..lets story bout dis 2 guys..start from thaqif...cme nk ckp yg,sy xpnah marah tnpe sebab....jujur la,sy btol2 trase ptg td...cme nk minx awk tman rehat jek...klu xley tman,xpe la...tp jgn wat respon cm td...awk btol2 xnk tman sy kan..k..fine..sy paham..sy bley rehat sowg....n sy bley berdikari if xde spe nk amik anta sy blik kje...sy xnk susakan sesape...sy seda sy ney menyusahkan owg...tp jgn riso,sy xlame marah kt awk ney....sy sayanggggggggggg cgt kt awk thaqif....awk msty fed up ngn sy kan....cket2 majok..msty nyesal kpel ngn sy kan...sy xmcm ex2 awk dlu..dowg baek...cntik...xmcm sy.....kan2??xpela awk,yg pasti i love u so2 much...

ok....finish bout him...

ameer...hmm...did u know dear,i miss u!miss just as a frend...tetibe lak tingat kt awk...2 syg,yoshida,jgn pk laen ble sy cte sal ameer ney...

haihh..keciknye dunia....rupenye ameer ney satu poli n 1 course ngn faiz!hm..akhirnye pintu aty die terbukak gak utk further study....alhamdulillah..ade future...awk da bnyk brubah,meer..xcm dlu kte knl...n im still remembered ur first n last rose dat u gave me...awk mmg btol2 bnci sy kan...xcontact sy....awk x tingat kt sy cmne sy tingat kt awk ke ha??hey!listen!plis jgn bnci sy sbb sy xpnah bnci awk....n 4 ur information,sy de terserempak ngn fmly awk n sy snyum kt dowg even dowg xknl sy..sy xsmpt knl ngn famly awk kn...xde jodoh antare kte...haihhh..........cme nk psan,jge dri....klu demam,rehat...mam ubt..riso klu awk sakit sbb awk mmg xske mam ubt kan...n skali awk sakit,trok cgt..arap awk epy ngn life awk skunk k...sbb sy pon da ckup bahagie ngn life sy..sejak de thaqif...klu de mse,akn sy knlkan kat awk,tman idup sy ney k...arap gf awk jge awk baek2 sbb dlu sy xpandai jge awk...

MUHAMMAD THAQIF,u r my destiny.......love u so much........................

emosi terganggu skali lagi...

sakitnyer pale ney!letih nangis td..............nape awk layan sy mcm ney??sy wat salah pe kt awk smpai awk hukum sy mcm ney??awk lgsg xlayan sy.....awakk....klu awk xske sy,awk ckp je.......sy tawu sy lgsg xbermakna dlm idop awk....sy xpnah nmpk awk tnjukkan ase cnte awk kt sy...xkn sikit pon xde prasaan awk cntakan sy??sy btol2 terluka..awk...sy xde niat pon nk cr pasal ngn awk...sy terlalu sygkan awk...sy twu sy gagal jge aty awk....sy bkn gf yg terbaek walaupon awk pnah ckp "fungsi awk dlm idop sy mcm darah yg mengalir dlm bdn sy" sy btol2 terharu ble awak ckp mcmtuh.....jujur,awk individu plg pntg dlm idop sy slaen parents sy..sy terlalu hormat kt awk..ble sy de masalah n sy tekad nk story kt awk pasal masalah sy,ble tgk muke awk,sy lpe skejap prob sy...ble tgk awk,selami ke dlm mata awk,sy ase bahagia cgt......

awakk..sok lastt kte kt skola...xdpt la sy nk wat nescafe utk awk pg2....walaupon sy twu nescafe yg sy wat xsedap,tp awk hbiskan jgk kan.pasni da xde da la lalu dpn klas sy,lpak2 dlm klas sy...sy nk tulis surat kt spe nnt...awk xde....da xde spe la tggu sy blik,tggu sy kt parking moto tiap2 pg......sy xtwu sy kuat ataw x utk hadapi tuh sume next year.....sy perlukan awk thaqiff!

klu sy twu sume ney terjadi,sy xkan masok fom6 kt sri putra,msty kte xkn jmpe kan....msty xde lgsg prasaan syg sy kt awk kan..tp nk wat cmne..da takdir..sy xsalahkan tkdir,malah,sy bersyukur cgt dpt knl ngn awk.......

ape yg mampu sy ckp,sy blom bersdia nk lpaskan awk.... i love u so muchh!!!

kebodohan fara zatie terserlahh!!

haihh..fara..fara...fara....fara..........awt la unk ney ngok cgt???npe jeles cgt yy kwn ngn gf ff tuh ...dowg kwn je la...jeles xbertmpat..pnh x skali skala unk pk prasaan owg laen....pk prasaan yy tuh...die pon da menyampah la ngn pangai unk yg kuat majok tuh!cme die xckp je...klu pangai unk berterusan cmney,konfem kne tggl la weyhh!!laki mane yg snggup layan majok unk tuh...hah??!unk sndiri xkn xsdar yg unk kpel xlame...bpe bulan je...npe owg len ley kpel lme???sebab dowg give n take..saling pcaye bak kate farrahanim..sedar cket fara....bukak mate,bukak minda,aty unk tuh...yy is da best guy yg penah unk kpel..die sbar je...xcm unk..cket2 nk salahkan die..unk sngaje cri salah kt diri die tuh.....xpyhla nk frust,sdey2 sbb yy da mule renggang ngn unk...sume salah unk fara....nk ke yy kt unk ag???sndiri da nmpk yg die nk jaohkan diri dr unk......suda la fara.....nasihat terakhir,sbelom nk marah,jeles,majok,tnye yy dulu perkare yg sbenar...ini tak...blom minx pnjelasan die,unk da ngamok,bising...asal bodo cgt unk ney hah...matang la cket fara.......jgn jd budak2 ag...yy la yg terbaek..die da lme cgt sabar ngn unk..die ikot khndak unk...tp unk lgsg xhargai die...

pk la btol2 fara..............klu unk lpaskan die,unk mmg rugi besa!so,utk elak perkare ney berlaku,amik aty yy....sayangi n cintai die spnoh aty wlaupon die xwat cmtuh kt unk...even die xd prasaan cinta kt unkk....

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pesanan saye untuk awak.....

sayangg......masok aryney da gnap 2bulan 6hari kte kpell.....makin lme prasaan syg n cnte sy kt awak semakin bertambah.......saye tkot khilangan awak...awak perfect bg sye..cket pon xde prasaan nk mrh kt awk...awak pndai amik aty sye.....n yg pasti awak sbar ngn sye...sye majok ngn awk,awk saba...da la slalu majok...klu laki len konfem cri len..tp awk x......sy xtwu cmne nk  gtwu yg sy terlalu sygkan awk thaqif.....seary xtgk awk,sye risau cgt2...xsdp aty..tkot pape jd kt syg sye ney....tanx syg sbb trima sye...sye ney bnyk kburukan...kuat majok...cpt buruksngke tnpe tnye dlu...nk owg ikot khndak sye...hurmm..mcm awak ckp kt sy ptg td...cmne klu faridz muncul blik n nk kpel blik...utk pngetahuan awk thaqif,klu bnde tuh bnar2 akn terjadi,awk tetap pilihan sye...im yours...awk...nnt awk kne g plkn kan....3bulan..humm..awk jgn lpe sye taw...xsalah klu nk bekawan tp sye cme harapkan yg sye tetap berada dlm aty awk wlau dmana awk brade pon....pasney 4 sure kte akn berjauhan...awk akn further study....n awk sndiri da ckp,xmo stdy area ipoh kan...honestly,sye blom bersedia utk berjauhan ngn awk....nnt sye mesty rndu cgt kt awk kan....cmne klu sye rndu awk nnt??awk pon twu kan,klu sy rndu awk,awk msty kne dtg jmpe sye..nnt awk g plkn,cmne nk dtg jmpe sye??spe nk jge sye nnt??sye nk mnje2 ngn spe??sye blom besedia utk face itu smue...:"(

skali ag sye ingtkan,jgn lpe sye....jgn pernah berubah ble kte berjauhan...ble pk pasal awk,konfem sy mngis..sye tkot awk tnggalkan sye..THAQIF...I LOVE U SO MUCH!!MISS U MUCH!!

cherita chinta sye...

xpnh terpikir pon nk bcinte sbnrnyer......kesah cnte ak bermula mase ak pom2 kot...haih..kcik ag...hik..first bf ak,MEOR FARIDZ RIDZUAN...syg gle ak kt die....lme gak la kpel..almost 1 year....tp sayang,xkekal sbb famly xkasi...just bcoz we'r cousin!ak ase xsalah sbb owg dolu2 pon kawen ngn sdare mare dowg gak..tol x...sbb dolu2 mane twu nk cari kpel sndiri...mmg frust gle r...da la first kpel...n satu ag sbb break,die nk spm n ak pmr...masing2 tumpu stdy...syes,mmg xrela lpas die sbb terlalu syg...walaupon jrg jmpe die dlu sbb die dok kl,tp ktorg xpnh de masalah sbb ak twu die jnis setia...brani potong jari  mbuktikan die xcurang...nk kate die nsem,xla cgt..cme sweet jep..sdp mate mmndang.....pas break,ktowg just jd adik ngn abg je...tp ak ley trime keadaan tuh sbb atleast im still with him....rapat cgt ngn die..dr kcik ag....skunk pon rpat ag cme da jrg contact..masing2 cbok ngn khidupan sndiri...fara syg aish cgt...u r still b my dearest cousin aish...btol la pe yg owg ckp...cnte memerlukan pngorbanan.....kami same2 berkorban dmi mnjge hbgn kekeluargaan kami...haihh....

Setahn ak xkpel ngn spe2....ak lbih bnyk abiskan mase ngn kwn2.....kwn len sume ngn kpel dowg...ak..erm..alone...sdikit sdeh la....tp ak xbpe kesa cgt pon....sbb ak xmemrlukan kpel ketika itu...tmpt lpak ak dlu kt kopitiam,parade....stu ary tuh,nga lpak ngn cousin,terserempak ngn dak2 skola st micheal...waa....1 group sme kacak bergaye...hihi..dowg pon lpak skali ngn ktowg...dlu taste ak,nk yg chinese look...demand tuh...heee..nasib ak..dpt knl ngn sowg bdk ney..MOHD EZMIE nme nyer...mmg cm chinese n die ley brckp dlm base cina...lme jgk la kwn..kpel kejap...kpel dalam phone je sbb ak xbrani jmpe die without my czn,capitt....nme je dok ipoh,tp xjmpe da lpas first met kt kopitiam tuh...mmg ak akn ngelak dr jmpe die..jmpe blik pon mase weddng sys bln 1 rtuh.de invite die...xsangke die nk dtg...ble da lme xcntact,istilah kpel ngn die mcm xwujud je....so,ksimpulannyer,ak xkpel ngn die.....n now,die epy ngn gf bru...bgos la ezmie...atleast,awk ley slalu jmpe ur gf....tutup cte EZMIE...

NOw cte time ak pom5 lak..dlu ak mane lyn dak2 sri putra ney...hehe...smpai la satu mase ak jmpe blik ex classmate ak mase primary skul dlu..MUHAMMAD HISHAM..erm...xsangke ley jmpe blik stelah berkurun xjmpe die...,ktorg mule la men msg....borak2....n die minx kpel...ak pon trime sbb ak just maen2 je..xsyes pon kpel sbb prasaan cnte ak mmg pd MEOR FARIDZ RIDZUAN@AISH sowg je...he's my first leb....no one cn replace him..ak kpel ngn sham pon kjap je...break sbb ak dpt twu die ngn gurl len,name bella....die kpel ngn bella dlm mase yg sme die kpel ngn ak...aty spe xsakit...curang!erghh..tp ak xase frust sbb ak maen2 je ngn die tuh...xcm kpel pon...ok...setel sal sham...

Ak menyendiri dlm mase yg agak lme smpai la mase raye.....ak g rye uma syuhada dila....n jmpe abg nyer,CRAP....xsemena2 crap minx no ak kt syuhada n syuhada kasi no ak...n ak ajak crap rye uma ak...sbb niat ak just nk berkawan..xsalah berkawan ramai...n crap dtg ngn kwn2 die...tp mase tuh,ak bnyk smbg ngn kwn die,IMRAN n nik yg jd senior ak kt skola skunk....n ak xengt cmne ak ley msg ngn imran tuh....n satu pg nk g skola tuh,ak g ngn imran..jln kaki sme2 sbb katenyer die borink g skola sorg2..ok la..ak pon tman la die....n die ckp die nk ak jd gf die...die ckp slame die kua skali ngn ak n crap,die nk knal ak ngn lbeh rapat...7.7.2009,ak kpel ngn MOHD IMRAN HADI....Slalu dtg uma stdy sme sbb exam da dekat...yg twu cite cnte kami ney hnye sorg je...NAZREN@TOK..die lbey mengetahui...die slalu tman imran jmpe ak...ak syg imran n cbe utk cntekan die sbb ak nk imran ganti tmpat aish dlm aty ak sbb ble pk blik smpai ble ak nk berharap kt aish tuh sbb smpai ble2 pon ak xley ngn aish tuh...n ak cdeh gle ble dpt twu die kne g plkn..smbut bsday sowg ag...without him...hmm..mase die g tuh ak mmg risau cgt sbb tkot die cari laen...ak engt ak xkn break ngn die..ternyate ak salah..br 2 mggu die kt sane,die minx break ngn ak...alasan die,nk tumpu pd life die...korok die...abeh,kpel ngn ak die ingt die xkn dpt btter life la...bla r..fuhh...mmg frust cgt la mase break ngn die..sbulan sakit oo...cdeyh cgt..n ak cbe lpekan die...n susa cgt nk lpe kan die...3bulan je kpel ngn die..

1.2.2010.mule kje kt PG....best cgt sbb dpt kwn ngn bermacam jnis owg...n yg plg best,dpt knl ngn klon imran...nme die AMEER.....mke mmg cm imran...die cashier br mase tuh..so,evrytime la ak g counter,amik cash bill la,byr utk customer la..sje je gedik...nk tgk die sbnrnyer...hehehehe..mase da mule rpat ngn ameer,imran masok kje ctuh gak...mmg terkejot la....n lastly die twu gak yg ak kpel ngn ameer...n ble da bhagie ngn ameer,dan2 la die ckp kt kwn2 ak,die nk kpel blik ngn ak..ceit...bungoks!n ksudahannyer kali ney pon berakhir ngn kkcewaan...ameer ckp die xske ak lbey mmentingkan kwn dr die..die soh ak wat pilihan..kwn or die...susa la klu cmtuh...ak lbey slesa ngn kwn ak berbnding ngn die...so,ak stuju break....sbb ak pilih kwn,ak xpilih die...n smpai skunk xcntact da...tros lost cntact...n ak da block die dr fb ak...rtuh nmpk die kt area dataran tuh...tp die xnmpak ak...sdikit sdih sbb ak rndu die..da lme xjmpe die...die da bnyk brubah...

nk ikotkan evry year ak de bf...hee..nk wat cmne da diceraikan...trime je lor..

N NOW ak bhagie cgt ngn MUHAMMAD THAQIF!sbnrnyer,b4 ak ngn die,ak mmg xpnh ske die..maksud ak,ble jmpe die je lgsg xde pape prasaan...sbb mase tuh ak kwn rapat ngn haz n azim...ak stat ske thaqif ney,waktu de practice snmrobik ag..tp ak xgtwu spe2 ag...smpai la satu mase tuh die dtg klas,gtwu sal bulan kmerdekaan....haihh..xpasei2 ak kne jd monitor class tipu2 tme tuh sbb nyer thaqif nk jmpe monitor..spatotnyer sopi,tp dak klas soh ak..kononnyer kasi chance kt ak la tgk thaqif puas2...ya allah,ak ase malu cgt ngn die!hehee...ak xpnah ase malu cgt ngn dak lower ak..tp dgn die...haihh...seary xnmpk mau sasau kejap ak dbuatnyer..hahaha..ak mule care kt die sejak die xdtg skola sbb demam...ase laen cgt pg tuh sbb die salunyer pg2 da tercongok kt parking moto...hehe..n ak ase laen cgt xjmpe die..salu nmpk die mse assembly...n mlm tuh ak dgn brani nyer tnye nabila...n nabila said yg thaqif demam sbb tuh die absent....oowhh br ak twu n rmai owg plik npe ak ttbe concern cgt kt thaqif...nad cbar ak,utk dpatkan thaqif..ak xbrani nk sahut cabaran die sbb ak tkot thaqif da berpnye...n ak twu susa nk dptkan thaqif tuh...snyum ngn ak pon xpenah...ade aty nk dptkan die..ceit...n ak cme luahkan hasrat kt fb n kt kwn2 ak je...n de pihak2 yg cm twu2 je ak ske thaqif n dowg nk tlg ak dptkan thaqif...tp thaqif lgsg xbg respon...ase frust cgt2...ase cm bertepuk seblah tgn jep....n ak wat kputusan utk xnk berharap kt die da....n die xpenah2 comment kt status ak...ak wat statement nk pndah then die cmment,die xkasi ak pndah sbb nnt die xpat tgk ak da..cm xcye pon ade..,heheheheheeh....n ak de bg prezen kt die...engt nk bg sndiri kt tgn die time buke pose kt skola tuh...tp die blik awal..so ak soh enon n ela g bg...n yg plg best,die anta msg,say thanks n nk jmpe ak...ase best cgt2 time tuh..2 ary pastuh,die ajak ak g bazar...ak yg pnt berpose n br smpai dr taiping,tros bergegas ciap n g jmpe die...nervous gler ak time tuh...tp ak saje wat2 cool je..hehe..n die yg dlm keadaan yg teramat segan,bg ak prezen gak...bntal kaler oren..cute cgt..sdap je plok..hehe...ase cm plok die je..haha..n ak blas blik n ak bg cincin de name die n ak...1.9.2010,ktowg kpell......heee...best cgt sbb ape yg ak nk slame ney,ak dpat!hurrmmm...ak terlalu sygkan die n  hnye die de dlm aty ak skunk n 4eva...cnte sy hnye utk awak THAQIF....I LOVE U SO MUCH DEAR..N hope hbngn ak ngn die kekal smpai ble2..amin...=)

dunno wat to do...

• ase rindu cgt kt muhammad thaqif....walaupon jmpe ary2,tp ase cm da lme xjmpe.......die da xtggu ak pas skola...k...ak phm...sbb de xtra class....hm...ag bpe ary je genap 2 bln....ntah die engt ke x.....klu xengt pon xpe....sbb die pon bnyk bnde kne engt skunk ney...i!ll waiting 4 u...walupon cm da renggang cket skunk ney,tp ak yakin die masih engt ak cme die bz je....ak cbe sdpkan aty ak sndiri yg die xkn lpe ak....hope prasaan die kt ak masih ade.......n pg td ase serba slah cgt kt yy..pas farahanim ckp cmtuh,ase bersalah cgt2...arghh!teroknyer ak!sory syg....dsebalik ase sdikit frust,ak ase epy cket aryney sbb subjek yg plg susa n ak xpnah target,ak dpt prinsipal...alhamdulillah....next subjek xtwu ag cmne result ak......4 today,just dpt twu result  4 1 paper....hope next paper dpt result elok...ak cme nk buktikan kt individu2 yg slame ney lekehkan ak...dowg ckp ble ak da kpel ney,ak da xtumpu stdy...ermm...pdulikan la pe owg nk ckp....yg pasti ak xkaco owg pon..erg..headache.......bnyk cgt masalah skunk ney.........xpnh solve pon...haihh....

hati yg kau sakiti...

sdih cgt...ak xtwu pe masalh die skunk ney...da mcm xpdulikan ak...npe awak?sy de wat salah ek??klu de yg xpuas aty,just let me know...mayb die tnsion stdy sbb tuh cm xlyn ak cgt...ok ak cbe pham..

terlalu sdeyh.................................................................................frust cgt2...................

xde prasaan.........

serabutt!!!da la exam td xckop mase,soklan susa,keadaan bsg...

haihh nk wat exam pon terganggu...satu soklan tinggl...

ilang 15 markah....adoi...then mmbe lak wat pangai..terpakse la jd kaunselor kjap td...pndai setel masalah owg,masalah sndiri tertunggak....erghh........

kmbali "single" sbb ak xmau kaco die dlm mase terdekat ney..but dun wory bby,,,sy setia ngn awk k.......

bahagie even masih dalam keadaan ragu2 ag..

aty saket!

pehh bngang doe..!!!!!

.ko spe nk rosakkn hbngn ak haa pompuan!!sial!!

ko ingt ko tue dr ak,ak kne respect ko ke??gumpunk

sory r ble tga saket aty mmg sume word kua.....saket aty gler2

nyer..................ak cme nk die xplain prkare sbnrnyer kt ak

dats oll.................

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happy+puas aty!

yeah!finally!ak dpt gak pe yg ak nk....setelah sekian lme ak tggu die...die time gak ak...tanx syg....sy janji yg sy xkan sia2kan awk,owes syg awk,hargai awk.....sy arap hubungn ney kekal....amin...

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