xpnh terpikir pon nk bcinte sbnrnyer......kesah cnte ak bermula mase ak pom2 kot...haih..kcik ag...hik..first bf ak,MEOR FARIDZ RIDZUAN...syg gle ak kt die....lme gak la kpel..almost 1 year....tp sayang,xkekal sbb famly xkasi...just bcoz we'r cousin!ak ase xsalah sbb owg dolu2 pon kawen ngn sdare mare dowg gak..tol x...sbb dolu2 mane twu nk cari kpel sndiri...mmg frust gle r...da la first kpel...n satu ag sbb break,die nk spm n ak pmr...masing2 tumpu stdy...syes,mmg xrela lpas die sbb terlalu syg...walaupon jrg jmpe die dlu sbb die dok kl,tp ktorg xpnh de masalah sbb ak twu die jnis setia...brani potong jari mbuktikan die xcurang...nk kate die nsem,xla cgt..cme sweet jep..sdp mate mmndang.....pas break,ktowg just jd adik ngn abg je...tp ak ley trime keadaan tuh sbb atleast im still with him....rapat cgt ngn die..dr kcik ag....skunk pon rpat ag cme da jrg contact..masing2 cbok ngn khidupan sndiri...fara syg aish cgt...u r still b my dearest cousin aish...btol la pe yg owg ckp...cnte memerlukan pngorbanan.....kami same2 berkorban dmi mnjge hbgn kekeluargaan kami...haihh....
Setahn ak xkpel ngn spe2....ak lbih bnyk abiskan mase ngn kwn2.....kwn len sume ngn kpel dowg...ak..erm..alone...sdikit sdeh la....tp ak xbpe kesa cgt pon....sbb ak xmemrlukan kpel ketika itu...tmpt lpak ak dlu kt kopitiam,parade....stu ary tuh,nga lpak ngn cousin,terserempak ngn dak2 skola st micheal...waa....1 group sme kacak bergaye...hihi..dowg pon lpak skali ngn ktowg...dlu taste ak,nk yg chinese look...demand tuh...heee..nasib ak..dpt knl ngn sowg bdk ney..MOHD EZMIE nme nyer...mmg cm chinese n die ley brckp dlm base cina...lme jgk la kwn..kpel kejap...kpel dalam phone je sbb ak xbrani jmpe die without my czn,capitt....nme je dok ipoh,tp xjmpe da lpas first met kt kopitiam tuh...mmg ak akn ngelak dr jmpe die..jmpe blik pon mase weddng sys bln 1 rtuh.de invite die...xsangke die nk dtg...ble da lme xcntact,istilah kpel ngn die mcm xwujud je....so,ksimpulannyer,ak xkpel ngn die.....n now,die epy ngn gf bru...bgos la ezmie...atleast,awk ley slalu jmpe ur gf....tutup cte EZMIE...
NOw cte time ak pom5 lak..dlu ak mane lyn dak2 sri putra ney...hehe...smpai la satu mase ak jmpe blik ex classmate ak mase primary skul dlu..MUHAMMAD HISHAM..erm...xsangke ley jmpe blik stelah berkurun xjmpe die...,ktorg mule la men msg....borak2....n die minx kpel...ak pon trime sbb ak just maen2 je..xsyes pon kpel sbb prasaan cnte ak mmg pd MEOR FARIDZ RIDZUAN@AISH sowg je...he's my first leb....no one cn replace him..ak kpel ngn sham pon kjap je...break sbb ak dpt twu die ngn gurl len,name bella....die kpel ngn bella dlm mase yg sme die kpel ngn ak...aty spe xsakit...curang!erghh..tp ak xase frust sbb ak maen2 je ngn die tuh...xcm kpel pon...ok...setel sal sham...
Ak menyendiri dlm mase yg agak lme smpai la mase raye.....ak g rye uma syuhada dila....n jmpe abg nyer,CRAP....xsemena2 crap minx no ak kt syuhada n syuhada kasi no ak...n ak ajak crap rye uma ak...sbb niat ak just nk berkawan..xsalah berkawan ramai...n crap dtg ngn kwn2 die...tp mase tuh,ak bnyk smbg ngn kwn die,IMRAN n nik yg jd senior ak kt skola skunk....n ak xengt cmne ak ley msg ngn imran tuh....n satu pg nk g skola tuh,ak g ngn imran..jln kaki sme2 sbb katenyer die borink g skola sorg2..ok la..ak pon tman la die....n die ckp die nk ak jd gf die...die ckp slame die kua skali ngn ak n crap,die nk knal ak ngn lbeh rapat...7.7.2009,ak kpel ngn MOHD IMRAN HADI....Slalu dtg uma stdy sme sbb exam da dekat...yg twu cite cnte kami ney hnye sorg je...NAZREN@TOK..die lbey mengetahui...die slalu tman imran jmpe ak...ak syg imran n cbe utk cntekan die sbb ak nk imran ganti tmpat aish dlm aty ak sbb ble pk blik smpai ble ak nk berharap kt aish tuh sbb smpai ble2 pon ak xley ngn aish tuh...n ak cdeh gle ble dpt twu die kne g plkn..smbut bsday sowg ag...without him...hmm..mase die g tuh ak mmg risau cgt sbb tkot die cari laen...ak engt ak xkn break ngn die..ternyate ak salah..br 2 mggu die kt sane,die minx break ngn ak...alasan die,nk tumpu pd life die...korok die...abeh,kpel ngn ak die ingt die xkn dpt btter life la...bla r..fuhh...mmg frust cgt la mase break ngn die..sbulan sakit oo...cdeyh cgt..n ak cbe lpekan die...n susa cgt nk lpe kan die...3bulan je kpel ngn die..
1.2.2010.mule kje kt PG....best cgt sbb dpt kwn ngn bermacam jnis owg...n yg plg best,dpt knl ngn klon imran...nme die AMEER.....mke mmg cm imran...die cashier br mase tuh..so,evrytime la ak g counter,amik cash bill la,byr utk customer la..sje je gedik...nk tgk die sbnrnyer...hehehehe..mase da mule rpat ngn ameer,imran masok kje ctuh gak...mmg terkejot la....n lastly die twu gak yg ak kpel ngn ameer...n ble da bhagie ngn ameer,dan2 la die ckp kt kwn2 ak,die nk kpel blik ngn ak..ceit...bungoks!n ksudahannyer kali ney pon berakhir ngn kkcewaan...ameer ckp die xske ak lbey mmentingkan kwn dr die..die soh ak wat pilihan..kwn or die...susa la klu cmtuh...ak lbey slesa ngn kwn ak berbnding ngn die...so,ak stuju break....sbb ak pilih kwn,ak xpilih die...n smpai skunk xcntact da...tros lost cntact...n ak da block die dr fb ak...rtuh nmpk die kt area dataran tuh...tp die xnmpak ak...sdikit sdih sbb ak rndu die..da lme xjmpe die...die da bnyk brubah...
nk ikotkan evry year ak de bf...hee..nk wat cmne da diceraikan...trime je lor..
N NOW ak bhagie cgt ngn MUHAMMAD THAQIF!sbnrnyer,b4 ak ngn die,ak mmg xpnh ske die..maksud ak,ble jmpe die je lgsg xde pape prasaan...sbb mase tuh ak kwn rapat ngn haz n azim...ak stat ske thaqif ney,waktu de practice snmrobik ag..tp ak xgtwu spe2 ag...smpai la satu mase tuh die dtg klas,gtwu sal bulan kmerdekaan....haihh..xpasei2 ak kne jd monitor class tipu2 tme tuh sbb nyer thaqif nk jmpe monitor..spatotnyer sopi,tp dak klas soh ak..kononnyer kasi chance kt ak la tgk thaqif puas2...ya allah,ak ase malu cgt ngn die!hehee...ak xpnah ase malu cgt ngn dak lower ak..tp dgn die...haihh...seary xnmpk mau sasau kejap ak dbuatnyer..hahaha..ak mule care kt die sejak die xdtg skola sbb demam...ase laen cgt pg tuh sbb die salunyer pg2 da tercongok kt parking moto...hehe..n ak ase laen cgt xjmpe die..salu nmpk die mse assembly...n mlm tuh ak dgn brani nyer tnye nabila...n nabila said yg thaqif demam sbb tuh die absent....oowhh br ak twu n rmai owg plik npe ak ttbe concern cgt kt thaqif...nad cbar ak,utk dpatkan thaqif..ak xbrani nk sahut cabaran die sbb ak tkot thaqif da berpnye...n ak twu susa nk dptkan thaqif tuh...snyum ngn ak pon xpenah...ade aty nk dptkan die..ceit...n ak cme luahkan hasrat kt fb n kt kwn2 ak je...n de pihak2 yg cm twu2 je ak ske thaqif n dowg nk tlg ak dptkan thaqif...tp thaqif lgsg xbg respon...ase frust cgt2...ase cm bertepuk seblah tgn jep....n ak wat kputusan utk xnk berharap kt die da....n die xpenah2 comment kt status ak...ak wat statement nk pndah then die cmment,die xkasi ak pndah sbb nnt die xpat tgk ak da..cm xcye pon ade..,heheheheheeh....n ak de bg prezen kt die...engt nk bg sndiri kt tgn die time buke pose kt skola tuh...tp die blik awal..so ak soh enon n ela g bg...n yg plg best,die anta msg,say thanks n nk jmpe ak...ase best cgt2 time tuh..2 ary pastuh,die ajak ak g bazar...ak yg pnt berpose n br smpai dr taiping,tros bergegas ciap n g jmpe die...nervous gler ak time tuh...tp ak saje wat2 cool je..hehe..n die yg dlm keadaan yg teramat segan,bg ak prezen gak...bntal kaler oren..cute cgt..sdap je plok..hehe...ase cm plok die je..haha..n ak blas blik n ak bg cincin de name die n ak...1.9.2010,ktowg kpell......heee...best cgt sbb ape yg ak nk slame ney,ak dpat!hurrmmm...ak terlalu sygkan die n hnye die de dlm aty ak skunk n 4eva...cnte sy hnye utk awak THAQIF....I LOVE U SO MUCH DEAR..N hope hbngn ak ngn die kekal smpai ble2..amin...=)
